Knock hard-Life is deaf.

Three passions have governed my life till now…… The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of humankind. There is a reason  for each and every….Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of people.I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth… Cries of pain reverberated in my heart…Of children who want to study….want to work hard but due to one reason or the other they are left behind in the crowd…I long to alleviate the evil……

That was just the opening shot…I am writing today because today was the day the upper society superficiality pinched me too much…means ki all these upper society or rather say Companies are so media savvy that they do everything for geting that bluddy cheap publicity and then present it as CORPORATE SOCIAL RESPONSIBILTY…..

I was really looking forward to this evening as some of the distinguished guests were visiting my second home…So it all started at 5 in the evening..They are in a bigger number than us…can say 50 vs 25….Here i just want to make clear that 50 were those who belong to our society i.e they were representing some company…and 25 of us were down trodden (as percieved by those 50 people)…So this 50 was there to have an interaction session with 25 of us…They started with there performance of dance then singing and last one is a play….The talent is no less in 25 of us….kids performed one parody which includes dancing and then a dance  which was scintilaaating effort of those kids…..So 50 of  those people were taken aback……

But this superficial word is full of dikhawa….and this media is also not presenting the true picture…They also manipulate the things in such a way ki it sells….To tell you the instance media was also present there(I mean at interaction session)…So as these 25 kids were performing he asked the company head to intruct his 50 people to start clapping with the performance….and stood behind those kids so that ki he gets the best shot and can make a headline ki ” some bla bla company making these slum kids happy “. The media man was also explaining to the company people ki it will benifit you….So all the geometry changed as soon as this command came from the company head…All these 50 were standing an d clapping for these kids….I know this made these kids happy for s moment BUT I know the reality why they stand up why they clap…there intention was not to make these kids happy but pose for the photograph which might help them showing their clients or public ki how much they are socially educated……

I was really moved because all  the things which were happening  was just a publicity stunt……As soon as the media reached they started giving gifts to those kids…flowers were given….And that company head was busy talking to media….tell them ki they are doing all this for these kids…and in reality nothing like dat…sheer dhakoslapan what i say….

Everything is just show off. Some other company gave some gift to these kids…and when the function was over they were calling back to us ki please talk the news paper media ki please hamare chief ki photo must aani chahiye….wat is this….i cant understand….

If you want really do something for these kids….you can do ample man….and i must say i am not asking for funds and all….You can just come once in a weekend from your busy schedule and deliver short talk…interact with those kids…This will make them happy in real sense more than that publicity game which all these big companies play…..

I expect to pass through life but once. If, therefore, there be any kindness I can show, or any good thing I can do to any fellow being, let me do it now and not defer or neglect it, for I shall not pass this way again……

I will start with the sher which inspired me nd i finaly made a trip to shimla….

Sair kar duniya ki ghalib, jindgani phir kahan…

jindgani bhi rahi to, naujavani phir kahan…..

So it was more of a unplanned trip….I saw a movie “if only” and made my mind to visit shimla..nd started wid one of my frnd at 4 in the morning…..i know itz early but we have to do this so as to avoid kalka or parwanoo highway jam….We finally landed at 8:30 on the 103 tunnel…instead of landing at victory tunnel..( it was conductor’ trick to play with the tourists who doesnt know where the victory tunnel is….) So it took us another hour to reach at our friends place….It was a new type of experience (exercise) as to reach our friends place we have to cross 4oo stairs…..and then again to catch a bus we have to do 400 expercise….

First day we started at 11 and moved to mall road cruising through lower ( I acceessed that it is called as lower because you will get a hell lot of lowers there) and upper bajaar…After retiring there for some time we started with the expedition to jakhu mandir…..and we were happy reaching at the top in 25 minutes because we fall in the cateogory of absolutely fit according to some nclusions…..and it ended with horrible experience with the  monkey…he came so near that i closed my eyes…but it was gud monkey i say…who paid me respect and just say hello and went back…On the way back we met some foreigner trying there hard to reach…..at the top…after reaching down we sat on the benches on the mall road and enjoyed the real beauty for atleast two hours….full credit goes to shimla girls..ha ha..Then we moved back and fro on mall road exploring….advanced studies…lakkad bajaaar…Last but not the least india coffee house (which we preffered over CCD)….just because of heritage…it was the call for the day and we went to our frnd house back doing 400 exercise…

Next day started with a visit to “tara devi mandir” which is situated in the vicinity of shimla…we were happy this time because it was not us but the bus this time doing a lot of hardwork to take us at the top of tara devi mandir…gr8…bt we dirty minds…we saw a signboard depicting a way to shiv mandir…so just out of exploring nature..we followed tha sign board…It take us 30 min to reach that shiv mandir…down the valley….ab pahunch to gaye par waapis kaise jayenge…..so maar mara ke we reached nd boarded the bus back..nd then had a lunch at Guptaji’s one of the famous restraunts on the mall road…

And finaaly the third day…it was the day reserved for the train journey…we reached the statipn at 10:2 and boarded the train at 10:30….rather we were worried of getting seat in the train…but most of the time i was sitting in the door exploring beautiful scenes and welcoming tunnels on the way….It was 100 tunnels….exciting journey through train but haan time consuming one…but if you want to enjoy your journey at 15 km/hr..try train as an option….

so i would say it was the trip which was much awaited one…….and rather i enjoyed this trip because nothing was pre planned….

I always want to live life like ki jab dil kare wahan chale jao….wahi karo….but u know it is surreal

Its 11:56 in my clock…..and i got strict instructions from someone ki u have to post one blog today as well…..so loosing no time…..I start…..

 Day started with sum phone calls but mind u that was not from that someone I was talking previously….he he….you will know by the end why i laughed…..As i am big time vehla all these days…..just waiting for my joining…..I had no work other than reading stuffs….phir woh chahe….edwina nd panditji k related ho……or baby of the house (tarkeshwari devi) ke related ho….

So day passed on……I got to my serious stuff bak….what i call it “theatre age”………So enjoyed there till evning…..still frustrated about that someone…..

But as i sink in deep…..I got to know that there is no reason why i am frustrating myself because of that someone…..rather that someone might be busy with something…….orrrrrr……that someone dont care….

And i don’t belive in debit credit friendship…….So I came to the conclusion….If i am the one who wants to talk then rahter i shold rang that someone……not the vice versa……

So at last i am happy……I finally got that out of my mind……

I love my past. I love my present. I’m not ashamed of what I’ve had, and I’m not sad because I have it no longer……………

ALOK …Will be back

HI..me bak atr so much time….a lot has changd aftr my first post…..rathr i say whole missn of life changd….

Wid so many apprehensions i movd to mumbai…to start my carrier….rathr it ws nt a bad option….But sumthng in ma back of mind….which is always haunting me….So it startd wid sum new frnds all togethr…nd a new life was abt. to start…..It was always gr8 wen u find new ppl respondng well 2 u nd u gt along wid dem very well….Dis all ahppnd 2 me….rather i belive…

Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend

bt d twist came wen sms came 4m my home dat i got sum other offr…….rathr say a new opportunity knockng at d doorstep wich i always cherished….TO WORK FOR INDIA…..so as my journey of mumbai now wl b cumng to end but my frndship wid sum new frnds were at zenith…It was nt easy 4 me……to wrap my thngs bak ……par kya karien 1 f my frnd ased me……LIFE MOVES ON……. 

Chalo finaly me bak…4m mumbai…..4m my frnds wich i made in 2-3 weeks time…….Par i cherish dose momnts…..rather i always thnk ki wat dey wll be doing now nd den…..becoz shayd i hav been dere wid dem….I got so attachd…..I dont know ki is it rite or wrong to get dis much emotnal attchmnt but yup it did happnd..I dont go by the rule buk…..I lead from heart rather den head….is dat wrong…..let c……

It was going fine…we all frnds usd to talk daily…or at least onc in  a 2 day time….i dont knw where it is heading…i seriously dont know…but today something has struck deep and has broken the shell.There is a strong desire to speak to someone.
No!!!!!!! Not to someone but just to …..!!

par i still belive life moves on…yehi dastoor hai jindagi ka…u hav to leav apart nd movveeeeeeeeeee on…..

Hi,dis is my first post.So will be talking of life’s ups nd down.Yups life is made of so much hips nd hops that it s not easy to survive easily nd enjoy wat coms to us. The stone encounter in ones path should  become their milestones when we crossd them.But its not so easy as it is said. Sometimes u feel dejected wen u loose sumthng when u want it most. This happens wid everyone at any stage bt d thing is dat we should learn from our failures so that finally pillars of success can be erected.Me in life had passd many such stones,to talk of abt the incidence that happened last week.Being an engg. student we all need high payng jobs. To start wid it one of the companies vistd our campus last week. All i need to say is dat its a god payng firm. So the play started with case study given to us in groups of ten. Fingers croosd i was throug for interviews. Den me was the first candidate for interview(on companys demand). It all went well nd me was confident of gettng through finally. But the destiny had to play its part nd finlly they ditchd me. So the moral of the story is ” To be sure of hitting the target, shoot first and call whatever you hit the target”. Jus jokng. Its part nd parcel of life. So jus enjoy d life nd take it as it comes to u.

When your life shatters into a million pieces, pick up the pieces, grab some glue, and make a new one.

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